New to DB

[Diehard]

Sounds like you are already doing what you need to do. Continue to take care of yourself and your children, improve what you know needs to be done with yourself, and pray. There are a lot better advice givers than I around here, hopefully the will chime in soon. Every time I pray I pray for every soul out there trying to save their marriage including you. Stay strong and God will carry you through this he will guide you where you need to be all you have to do is talk to him......God bless