I held up my end and had no R talk with him while he was here. I guess he was here for just over 2 hours. We had dinner together as a family and then I made us coffee..
He said I could come and spend some time with them tomorrow if I wanted to. I suggested he call me in the morning and we'll decide then.
He loaded up the car, I handed him our daughter and kissed her goodbye and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek good-bye and they walked out. He put her in her car seat and came back into the house gave me a quick peck and a hug and said he'd call tomorrow.
No tears from me. I was the perfect "as if" person tonight.. but I have to tell you.. the fact that he has my little girl hurts. He's her father and he is entitled to have time with her but they are going to daddy's house instead of staying in our home.
I'm feeling pretty empty. This is the 2nd weekend with D2 staying overnight but this will be the first weekend where he has her Friday and Saturday night.