Sorry to hear about your sitch, Jen, dear!

May be you are right and he is in MLC. The symptoms: beady eyes, insomnia (not nesessarily, but often), 180 in style and clothes, overboard spending. Does it sound like him? And the worst is how mean, cold and unloving they become...

No wonder we cannot help crying. Just one look at him would make me well up with tears, and he hated it!

Don't beat yourself up over the backslide, nobody can avoid them. Just remind yourself that you not going to cry next time. Pinch yourself! I do:)

And yes, I think semi dark will help.

I loved your Solution Journal, btw. How about a new hair cut? or, even better, a facial? a nice long massage?

((((((((((((((loads of them:))))))))))))))


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