I understand what you are going through and no one should belittle your pain. It is understandable.
Your dreams of a life with Amy have been crushed. But unfortunately, this was a bit of a fantasy. Amy is not the girl that you dreamed of one day heading down the aisle. She is very unstable and would most likely bring you down.
Find a girl that is going to make you happy and bring out the best in you. You are young, well educated and you have a bright future ahead of you. You will get past the pain.
Go out and do things that you enjoy. It will get your mind off Amy. Look for support from your family and friends.
