That's why I said I had planned to tell him he could come back if he wasn't happy, but now I'm not going to. He was horrible today. He thinks I'm pathetic b/c I still have feelings for him when he is in love with OW. Of course I kind of think I am too at this point. I shouldn't have feelings for him after the way he has treated me lately really. He says he is over loving me, even if he didn't love OW he is over me. He can't get over how I acted when I was depressed (doesn't believe it was depression). (Of course I can forgive him for how he has acted when he had the affair and emailing OW, but he can't forgive a sloppy house which he even contributed to!)And he doesn't see that his yelling at me, not talking to me, being gone 80 hours a week, then contributed to my depression, etc, just blames me mostly I think. But I think if we had gotten MC instead of his having an affair these were workable problems. I have worked on my issues at least. I wish I could stop crying. I was feeling pretty strong before today, but feel weak again today. Karen43
