H never came back from Iraq, part 3

[MichelleLT]

Well, I'm gonna call H after I get off work Saturday (if I go to work at all) and we are going to do taxes. Since it will be later in the day, it is more a dinnertime thing actually. So, we'll see.

I successfully brought our chat to a screeching halt with the mention of him taking me shooting. Literally no response for 21 minutes. Then: I'm gonna go get dinner. TTYL.

I guess I probably made him feel guilty/angry by reminding him of one of the list of his broken promises. We were just having such a normal chat, he was actually asking me how things were going and wanted to know about school and such. He was even really excited for me when I told him about possibly doing summer school in Austria. I guess I let myself get too comfortable, it seemed so much like the IM chats we used to have when he was deployed.

I'm feeling a bit better today. Slept most of yesterday, slept most of last night, slept in this morning. I'm actually feeling more like eating today. I lived on gatorade and protein shakes yesterday because my throat hurt so much.