Had another backslide yesterday. Called H and was crying because he's not interested in our M and that he was leaving and it wasn't fair to us. The usual pleading, guilt trip thing...wrong move!
So then he's trying to tell me that I haven't respected his feelings and he needs to detach and find his way in life; you know the whole I'm not happy and I can't be happy with you speel?
He's very patient with me (thank God) but I'm not sure how long that'll last. He often says "who knows maybe I'll realize that we should be together but right now I have to do this my way"
The more I look into it the more it seems like a MLC. A mutual friend said last night that H is going through Menopause LOL.
I know he's not looking for a OW and doesn't have one but he is looking for his way. I guess he feels lost.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
