Some days I just dont think I can do this....Saw my H at the OWs house yesterday. Fussed at him a little when he called me later. Didnt handle things very well. He said he went over there to take her his mp3 player and he took her a cup of coffee. Ok, I said some stupid stuff. Like I thought he was trying to get over her and how if he was over there and evidently calling her. He just said he was trying to get over her. Said he didnt understand after wanting her to dump him, why did it hurt so bad. I wanted to know the same thing. He said he has an apt with the therapist on Monday and that hopefully this person would be able to help him understand what is going on with him.

I was upset. He was mad at me for "fussing" at him. I was mad at me for doing it too.

So I took about 10 steps back yesterday. This is horrible.

I quit!

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10