Finding my way out of the dark

[mishka422]

Going Solo - Neither one of us said anything about why we were meeting for dinner. I was just saying that a couple of weeks ago we had agreed that at some point we needed to meet to discuss some settlement issues without the L's. I don't know if he assumes this is why we're having dinner or if he's just wanting to spend some time.

I don't have any expectations of what is going to happen, it's more apprehension.

One thing is for sure though, I will be rushing home after work tonight to make myself as "hot" as possible! This is more to boost my own confidence than to be attractive for him (although I have to admit it is a small thought in the back of my head).

Pray for me please! I need all the strength and courage I can get to act "as if" in this face to face.