I have been going to a counselor since I moved out but she has been ill for almost a month and have cancelled 3 of my appointments. They won't say what is wrong with her but my next appointment they kept which is March 8.

I had thought also about him not being true to himself. A person can only have a false face for so long before the strain gets to him. I thought he loved me like I am.

I really messed things up didn't I? So just your opinion....should I realize that it is over and he won't be coming back?