Arer you on any medication? Have you been to see your doctor?
Maybe you have depression from all this and could do with some help?
You say your H had some good points - how about telling us some of those so we can understand why you want to be with him still.
I think the changes you have mentioned making on this thread sound great. It seems like you are being much truer to yourself now.
Thanks I am trying to be truer to myself. I am hoping it helps in the long run. No I am not on medication and I would prefer not to be. I think that if I can get through this without medication I would have truly gotten over and healed properly. Silly probably but it is what I am hoping.
