Serial EA/PA WAW/MLC

[BradNL]

Hmm, have a therapy session this afternoon, not really sure I want to continue with them anymore. I could change to another therapist but I just don't feel I'm achieving anything that I am not already doing by talking to my friends. Might just be a side effect of bad week of sleep, W has been out/up late most of the week and when she comes to bed it upsets my rest.

Did have a good evening last night, company had a games night, had a Wii on the projector and some other board games available. There was also free food (a nice chicken curry, cheese fondue and some snacks) and beer! After we had all eaten there was a chocolate fondue fountain which was wonderful... I don't even want to see chocolate today!

A decent group of people turned up, was planned from 6pm to 8pm but I only left around 9:15pm *8O Got home to find that W and kids were fast asleep, decided to stay up until 11pm and watch some tv programs. Crawled into bed, wished W a good night and went to sleep.

Tomorrow I should have a quiet time, W is going to a friend for her kids party, good thing I have 3 Six Nations Rugby matches to watch, relax! There are vague plans to go to the gym on sunday (for my weekly swim with the kids) or to visit a museum etc...

Next saturday W is planning to go visit a friend for the day, staying over night. Thinks its a good thing to spend some time apart. Her past record of using friends as excuses for her meetings with OM's for PA makes me uncomfortable, but as its nowhere near me and the kids...

Something that has been bothering me is that W seemed very stressed when talking about D last sunday. The whole time we were talking her one eye was twitching, something that happens when W is super stressed. I wish W would understand that she can talk to me, but I guess I wouldn't be here if that was the case...

Three word summary for this week? Tired but calm.