Yea, H and I had sex a lot after I found out about the A...Then 6 months later I got the ILYBINILWY speech, then nothing..no hugs, nothing...he would pull his shoulder in if he walked by me..I often wonder if it is the OW who is telling them not to touch us...or if they are afraid they might actually feel something for us and that would defeat their purpose of wanting out...who knows...maybe I go back to school to study getting in to the mind of a MLCer..hmmmmmmmmm
Well, no school for us today...and since I work at the school, I'm home again...woohoo!!!love my job....never giving it up...
I really felt good last night when I went to bed..I felt like I finally did something right....
oh, and, I thought him leaving was hard, and it was but this acting as if is soooo draining...smiling when you want to cry..wow...it takes a lot out of you even in an hours time..
Treese
Last edited by Treese; 02/22/0811:36 AM.
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity