All Hope is lost/Help - Part 2

[Evie]

Well said Seek. After spending so much time together on Holiday it's hard being back to normal and not seeing so much of him and when i do he's not at his best b/c he's so worn out and tired.

I had thought myself a little more space would be beneficial. Its so obsessing and I get paranoid.

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I do hope that we are able to do this once a year in the future for the boys'. . . . I guess the positive is he feels we can go on holiday again as a family.
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I was upset with this initially. It was as if he he was reminding me that we weren't together, that the time away meant nothing to him in regards to us. I haven't replied to this comment from him.

I sometimes feel if i'm in denial and he really did mean it when he said he didn't love me? If that is the sitch then I wouldn't want to try so hard or be so nice. Just don't know what to do?