No Expectations 4

[peacetoday]

HI
band will have to be put off --it will happen jsut timing
mom is in hospital- shes ok
but I had to take care of her tonight
sometimes I feel like my like is one series of crisies
im ok i have God..that was the piece I was lacking
H over
right away he says "IM NOT coming tomorrow Im going out with my friends
Me: Great have fun!
he helped S6 ride bike
he wanted to talk work issues with me but D 12 very grouchy and still slightly sick so she was reacting alot
12+ sick+ no food= hard moments
but I looked at H
he looks so dark inside
hiding shame not looking like a person with PMA or God seeking
I was repulsed by this man in front of me
the waste of time
the unwillingness to seek truth and heal
the loss of trust of the 3 of us to him
a broken man still living in deep denial and on the edge resisting any real truth
peace