Ok, skip the shirt thing, evidently I forgot to put it in the suitcase...so I don't have cooties.

H just left..brought D15 home about 7:30 and came in to see son. I told him I had made a roast if he wanted to eat some of it and he did...sat on the couch with S and I kind of walked back and forth from kitchen to living room giving him time with kids..he started to fall asleep on the couch..he must be keeping late hours.. \:\/ Anyway, we were figuring out D15 schedule for school next year..H was nice.. and came in to the kitchen where me and the kids were and so I went upstairs..he was leaving, told the kids he loved them and checked my car and left...I just said bye & be careful (weather is getting bad)...

so that was my evening...no R talk, no tears, no ILY, although when he told the kids my heart dropped..I long to hear those words...but no expectations..one minute at a time. I think I handled it well..I left the room before he did and let him be with kids...

very proud of myself...I think he knows how much I love him...

I feel good even if him being nice to me was all a show....

(((hugs)))
Treese

Last edited by Treese; 02/22/08 02:16 AM.

Treese

H 49
M 45
D 23, D17, S12
M 25 T 31
01/07 OW H at my door w/proof
Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07
Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass,
Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9
11/08 pos.paternity