That's just it I don't know what to do in LRT. I don't know what to do about anything. It has been 4 and a half months and I thinking about him 24 hours a day and cry everyday.
I HAVE to walk away. I don't want to but I have to. I was not given the option to stay and work on our marriage. I don't contact him and he doesn't contact me. We have talked 1 time each month and no more. He wants nothing to do with me. So it is not something I want to do.
I am able to walk away but doesn't mean I am not crying and hurting when I do it. And he won't walk all over me. To walk all over me would mean he would have to have contact.
I seriously do not feel like I am getting this together. I am getting worse daily and truly feel horrible each day.
