All I can hold on to is myself, kids and this site

[BEAUTYandWAH]

My H is sick (cold/flu). I got soups, drinks and fruits and visited him. I tried to be nice to him, thinking he has no body to rely on in person.. So I did my best. And then, when I checked our joint account (which used by only him now) and found out he went to a movie (I am assuming it was last Monday because he was repeadedly saying he has a study group). He is not telling me about any recent movie so it must be woman. She must be new because she is not arround when he is sick. In my head, "detaching!, detaching!!, detaching!!!" and I am not mad, upset or anything... just "oookay, that's what happening.."

My MIL invited me for lunch. From the beginning she asked me how H and I are doing. I told her some but not all. I told her about child support, trip to see OW and possibly her family, his lack of parenting participation. She told me probably it is time for legal action( legal separation) so kids and I are protedted financially. I am not sure about this because I make more money than he does and he is trying to get education, which leads to possible 'supouse support'= I HAVE TO SUPPORT HIM (according to some information on internet)

Well, at this point, I just need to work by myself to go through this rocky roads and hope someday "my time to freak out" will come. Until then, be stable (that's my principle).

Beauty