Make things better by looking ahead....

[holdingon]

My sitch is way behind you, okay actually in the toilet... but I am going to try to adopt your three good things rule. So tired of feeling lousy and down. I am using Positive Thoughts - some herb/vitamin and hopefully it will work.

I love your philosophy regarding give joy to get joy, etc, and am also going to try to remember that. If I can't do it with my H, at least my friends will appreciate it! And I so need friends to WANT to be with me right now, I am such a downer around my friends, I think because it is so relaxing with them, I know they love me, and the tears just FLOW (amazing, how there really is NO end to tears, is there?). Hang in there, your R is a true inspiration.