Mopsey, I was so happy to read your posting and to see that you've gotten w/a program on eating healthy and active living. I believe you will find that you sleep better and will have more energy as time goes by. You are starting to live again, enjoy life and yes, it does hurt that you have to give up trying to save your h, but God will watch over him.
Your Monday sounded very nice, i.e., a warm and loving family getting together for pasta and just hanging out together. Yep, there is definitely something wrong if he can be there and then turn around walk away, but it's not you at all.
So, Mopsey, what are your plans for the weekend? You are doing just fine. Keep the focus on you and your children and enjoy doing activities together. Everything will work out in the end. But it has to happen on God's time, not ours.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
