conference sounds like it gave you some more gas for the tank. I read these boards and i whish I had all of your strengh but i feel mine slipping away. I want nothing more then to be able to call my W and tell her about my day but i cant. I made the misstake of cleaning up some files on our computer and found one with a bunch of pictures of us. this set me back realy hard. I see the woman who i i helped to feel neglected and it kills me to know that when i finaly recived her message she wont let me in.
