Got nothing to crisis about. I figured myself out way back in college and have always been true to myself and my beliefs. So, there are no regrets. Which, btw, I think is in direct relation to your chances to MLC. The more you regret, the more likely you're heading to la-la land.
"I made the wall of shadow draw back, beyond desire and act, I walked on.
Oh flesh, my own flesh, woman whom I loved and lost, I summon you in the moist hour, I raise my song to you."