Hi Yoyo. Thanks for the hugs. Email me and let me know how your life is....

Thanks Beauty. Night was quiet, schools were closed today so I got extra time with the girls at home. That was nice.

I am pretty sure H is involved with someone new. This saddens me, but I cannot do a thing about it. We were on and off with ML lately but awhile back I told him to not even come near me if he was involved with someone else. Guess what? He hasn't tried a thing in a few days... I pointed this out today by saying something like "My gut tells me you are involved. I am not fine with it, but can't make your choices for you. I see you are respecting the fact that I can't be with you if you are involved with anyone else". He didn't say a single word. This teeny part of me thinks maybe he is just pulling away from me, and letting me think this, so I can get over him quicker....part the other big part of me thinks that he is ratinalizing this because we are on our way to a D..single lifestyle and all that. Blecky.

Oddly enough, we had a nice day together and I am still looking forward to the trip. Crazy I know...