Stella, Believe me, it's normal to have the ups and downs. You will probably be going through a lot of them. I know I do. I'm having one of those days today. It's a good thing you were able to refrain from calling H. It's best not to react when you're angry.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz