Back on the Roller Coaster - OW still around

[micoms]

FA,

I do think you are looking for the negative in H's actions. I think he wants you to come to his hockey games because he wants to show you off to the guys. I think he is proud of the new glammed up you, keep it up.
If H is in MLC they say it's a roller coaster ride, lots of ups and downs. I think if you have patience you'll see the hills get smaller. They say they poke their heads out of the tunnel and retreat, but the time out of the tunnel keeps getting longer. Remember he has to deal with his pain and guilt. He knows he has hurt you deeply and and is probably ashamed of the things he has done.

Doc said my shoulder was probably hurt on the operating table, they put your arms out straight and over my head for 5 hours. It wasn't from exercise. Had a stress test, passed, cleared to do anything I want. Going to go bowling tonight, was asked to sub for a guy. Your race season starts?, do you run in marathons? I think with rehab I'm probably in the best shape I've been in for a while. At rehab I put 10 to 12 miles on the stationary bike and walk at a 5% incline at 4.4 mph for another ten minutes. My legs will be ready for reffing this year!!

I'm seeing some signs that W may be peeking out of the tunnel. She has called S26 twice in two weeks and is going to S27's house for the second time in 2 weeks also. I've read where the MLCer will reconnect with the kids first. My D24 says mom is staying awake more now also, maybe she's coming out of the depression, hope she's not too embarrassed or ashamed to try to reconnect with me.

Tell you what, pick a night you go to a lounge and I'll go to one and we can go to different lounges together. LOL.

Mike