Thanks for the honest input. And I do see him as being very manipulative. His father is the same way. Out of all the "spouses" and daughters in the family I am the only one who doesn't worship his father and let him order me around. I don't call him "POP". ugh....I know his father has something to do with this. His father is creepy in his control of the family. Weirds me out at times...he is too touchy feely with the girls. Him, his dad and his uncle are all the same. They have no "boundaries" with female family members.
Sometimes I also wonder if being with him was a good thing and right now I am not sure if it was. I just miss him so much though. He did have his good points but the hurt from him outweighed the good at times.
Maybe it just takes times to get over this and realize that he is not good for me. But then I stop and think about him and his girlfriend and everything feels horrible again without him. Why couldn't we just work on this and grow together instead of him just flat out refusing?? What man does that? Wife and step daughter one day and the next they don't exist and he never was married.
There is no problem with talking to him since he doesn't email, call or text me. I get nothing. I think the getting nothing hurts more than being dumped. I almost wish I had cheated on him because being faithful got me nowhere in this realtionship. I got dumped not matter what I did.
