Finding my way out of the dark

[mishka422]

good advice. I am having no expectations. He responded and told me he didn't know about tonight, he'd let me know. He works the next three days so I don't think we could get together during the weekend.

He has to want to put our M back together for him, not for me or our son. I am working really hard at keeping ALL expectations at ZERO but I also don't want to let go of the hope in my heart. How do you maintain the hope but have no expectations? That just seems strange to me.

There are a lot of things my H would have to be willing to do to prove to me that he is willing to make the necessary changes but I won't even go there now. Baby steps, baby steps......you've all seen "What About Bob?" right? I feel like Bill Murray right now!

This craziness is wearing me out!!!