She's gone...I'm devastated, but hopeful - Part 2

[minkerman]

Thanks guys, as always, I appreciate having all of you to bounce things around with.

So, last night was date night at the French wine bar.

It went really, really well. She started the R talk, so I went along. Here are some of her comments, [with my reponses in brackets]:
- When I am with you it feels so great, but the next day I start to question things again [maybe that's what you should concentrate on thinking about, then. As in 'what is it that makes me question things?']
- I think I question things because the more I see you, the more positive changes I am seeing - but later, I wonder if they are for real [the only way to know for sure is to spend time together, and start to live the changes with me] (she nodded...)
- I saw a lottery kiosk the other day - I wondered what I would do if I won a million - at this point I feel bad that I don't know the answer to that [I think that's perfectly normal, honey. You are somewhat confused right now and this is just part of it. You'd have to give me half the money anyways!] (she laughed pretty well at my joke
- I had totally lost ALL attraction to you - now it's the complete opposite - that scares me [it scares me too. But it is a positive thing!]
- I love how I can tell you anything now, and you don't shut down [that is one of my changes, and you know it's real because we are living it right now - I am not suddenly going to revert back - why would I?]
- I am going to need some freedom when I move back [I know. I will give you all the space you need, for as long as you need it] (She said she appreciated me doing that)

We talked about where we would like to live once back together. We'd like to live closer to the city.

We went back to "her" place, talked some more, went to bed, made love (still mind-blowing BTW) and fell asleep. We slept in a bit this morning and drove in together in the gorgeous sunshine.

Now, let's see if today is another one of the days where she "questions everything". I can handle it if so.

Pretty good night last night!