Originally Posted By: lizzy
Be prepared for the fallout from her C appt. I wish she felt better than she does afterward.


W is REALLY down today - I had to take D to the Dr this morning for her 18mo check up, so I didn't get into the office until almost lunch time. W started to talk to me soon after I got in. Really not sure if I need to 'step up' right now, or just let her do her thing.

(12:42:48 PM) M: how's your day going so far?
(12:43:10 PM) W: not too bad, but I'm really, really tired for no reason
(12:43:20 PM) M: awww, I'm sorry
(12:43:33 PM) W: I don't know what it is
(12:43:54 PM) M: it maybe left over 'D effect' from the other night
(12:47:04 PM) W: I don't know what it is
(12:47:08 PM) W: I feel awful
(12:47:15 PM) M: are you getting sick?
(12:47:28 PM) W: who knows
(12:47:33 PM) W: I think it's stress
(12:47:40 PM) M: I'm sorry :-(
(12:48:17 PM) M: can you leave early and go home for a bit?
(12:50:09 PM) W: naw
(12:50:20 PM) W: I just need to get away from everyone for a while
(12:50:27 PM) W: unfortunately, I can't
(12:50:36 PM) M: do you have any vacation time?
(12:51:02 PM) W: yep, but I don't want to use it right now
(12:51:42 PM) M: maybe you could take a Friday and a Monday sometime and get away for a while
(12:51:56 PM) W: yeah, but I hate not seeing D
(12:52:34 PM) M: I know you miss her a lot
(12:52:44 PM) W: yep
(12:52:58 PM) M: she loves Mommy a lot \:\)
(12:53:32 PM) W: don't know about that, but I sure hope she grows up to be more successful at life than Mommy
(12:56:19 PM) M: we both know she loves her Mommy
(12:56:25 PM) M: and I think Mommy is successful
(12:56:33 PM) W: nope
(12:56:38 PM) W: not in the least
(12:56:53 PM) M: why do you say that?
(12:57:43 PM) W: I've failed at a lot of stuff
(12:59:04 PM) M: we all do, but you have been successful at a lot of things
(1:00:46 PM) W: I've failed at important life stuff
(1:00:49 PM) W: it's a shame
(1:01:03 PM) W: I wasted so much time, and now I'm too old for a lot of things
(1:05:22 PM) M: I don't believe that at all
(1:06:01 PM) M: I have never thought of you as a failure
(1:06:10 PM) W: I am
(1:06:13 PM) W: it's sad
(1:06:22 PM) W: I had potential early on, but I ruined it