Well - this concept of doing things or making plans for me is strange..and challenging. Sooo the latest list??

Friday night (H's weekend HOWEVER) there is a fashion show by a lady here from a great ministry called Proverbs 31. Anyway it is called "Modest is Hotest" and D11 wanted to go..so Friday night will entail "girlz night out" and I will then take her to crap heads place afterwards.

Saturday - D11 has softball assesments so I will be going there (and this is good - what do I do in regards to H being there too..cause he will be)
More Saturday - 3:00 counesling session (THANK GOD!) Excercise at the YMCA afterwards (time filler)
Sunday - Church then excercise (time filler yet again)

So this weekend is looking pretty good.

I made a descion in regards to "doing things" . Right now I have to do babysteps. On Wednesday Nights D11 goes to Awana with a friend - so last night rather than go home and drink to much wine, stalk H via the internet or do something else unhealthy i ent to the Y and had a GREAT RUN!! IT WAS awesome!! Did some abs and legs afterwards. I forgot that it can be so good.

The plan is to go Wednesday nights, Friday nights (yes very exciting I knwo) or EARLIER friday nights as my life gets busier (socially) and Saturday and Sunday. I used to work out early in teh AM (5:30) but here I have to get up and going by 4:50 (schools start early for kids here) so to get a good hour in and meeting knowone makes it close to yucky...so I cahnged (for now.) HOWEVER I LOVE LOVE LOVE early workouts....when it is time I believe God will give me an excercise partner. He always has. It isn't time right now. (Probably cause all I would do is talk about H ---which I jsut realized!!) BA BAM!!


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again