About the "could this ever happen again" issue...it's very strange (I think ), but I rather feel like what I've been through has pretty much prepared me for anything.
Like if I were to find out CJ was still in touch with OW, or a new OP, I would be able to handle it (not exactly sure how...DB or D), but I'm stronger now, I trust myself way more than I did before all of this. JMO
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I don't think this response is strange at all...in fact, it's very wise! Knowing that you can't CONTROL with certainty what's going to happen but feeling confident that you'd handle it??? Sounds good to me!
Its true! Its what Dbing gives back to you. With all that's been going on with me lately, I feel no return of the despair or desperation of the first time. Disappointment? ... Yes, I felt OM was finally behind me and now I have my doubts again. Sadden? ... extremely, in the way W is choosing to interact with me, but strangely, I have this sense of inner calmness even tho I have no clue what direction our M will take from here.
BTW, thanks for dropping by and lending your support.
