It is hard isnt it? I'm not so sure my H is type to work on it either? I actually really dont know as I/We have never played the MLC game before. Sigh. My H has a HUGE avoidant ( is that how you spell it?) personality so that makes me really nervous. Im afraid he will start to come around someday and flee even more as he will be so dismayed at mess he made. I can only give it to God at this point and trust him. I refuse to be anything but positive. I remember what Rollercoaster rider said back in a post a few weeks ago something to the fact of making home a place he WANTS to come home to. I have been clinging to that. I want it to be a place where he will be able to rest his weary soul ...when ever that happens.
In the meantime..it literally is one breath at a time, one step at a time and one day at a time...
never ever in a million trillion years did I see my life being here? Yuck. But I MUST make something good come out of his nightmare..I guess its my own little "coping tool", GALing???
Hang in there!
M 44 H 44 M 22 yrs D 20 D 16 D 13 Bomb 1 8/25/07 Bomb 2 9/30/07 Left 10/01/07 OW..yup
Me? I'm scrambling to save my family. My H is just scrambling.
