Sandy, I think you are absolutely awessome!!

If only I could be as strong and as determined as you. If only I could trust that my H will come home someday as you seem to have.

I've always claimed to be a tough cookie but through this I've proven time and again that really I'm not. Sure I'm still standing here but most days I'm barely on one foot.

My H was an all around good guy as well, but he is the type that very possibly won't go to the work of trying to come back home after all this. I pray that he will but in reality I really can't see it happen. But yet I wait and most times I feel it will be for nothing.


M41
H42
D17
Adopted N14
M22 T24
"Bomb" 4/07
Sep 8/07
Admitted OW 11/07(only to me)
OW back 12/4/07
PA on off thru 7/08
says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08
D final 7/09
Moving on and up!!