Make things better by looking ahead....

[sage]

Thanks for visiting, Jeannine!!

Took h to a secret location (to him, that is) last night -- a bar where we could watch the Sox game! (Was more important when we thought Pedro was pitching). It was nice to do the "surprise" thing and h said "so now it's my turn. 2 weeks from now I'll surprise you". Cool.

I have to admit though that I felt out of sorts a bit -- particularly after we got home. Just had this loneliness inside of me -- this feeling of sadness -- I don't really know why. I asked h if he would give me a hug and he did, asking if I was "ok". I told him I just felt a little sad and we left it at that. I really appreciated that he hugged me "on command" -- -- hmmm, I wonder if I told him that?

Spent the rest of the night watching the game at home. Brought the kittens into the room and they just fell in love with h. They were crawling all over him and purring and just being all gooey!! Very very cute.

I've already spoken with him a few times today. He called about me printing out some resume stuff for him. Cool. I'm happy to help!

He suggested that we take a walk tonight (I bagged going to the gym) so send me good weather vibes! It's raining right now!

Sage