Quote: Also talked about how I still don't really feel "safe" despite all the good stuff that's going on. Safe that a is over, safe that it won't happen again (same or different op).
I feel the same way. I just think that it'll take some time to feel comfortable in our sitches. Heck, I still feel awkward around my W, but it's becoming less and less. It's all about time... Two years from now, you'll be thinking about all of this stuff even less. At least, that's what I keep telling myself.
In a way, I've tried to not focus on "will this ever happen again" stuff. Thing is, I've come to realize that as much as I try to will the universe to do my bidding, I really have no control. Only God has control. That's not to say that I don't think about it...but I try more to balance those thoughts...
Quote: Noticed (and again this morning) that h had been a cleaning DEMON yesterday.
Although cliche', actions do speak louder than words, do they not?