Finding Supermom - #4

[JennyF]

Thank you SG.
And thank you bear for bringing her to me!!

I do keep a solution journal...but I have to admit it hasn't been very solution based as of late. I need to go back and restart.

Ok...so it was a backslide. And it was the first conversation like this in 4 months. Given the nature of the letter he gave me...it seemed the right time to get some closure on things that I never got closure on.
Not to mention I was breastfeeding our 4 month old S during the coversations so hormones may have been a factor with the emotions.
I do think though that it gave him lots to think about. I hope he's thinking about it if nothing else. Seeds of doubt.

So if this didn't work...and nothing else I've tried is working. I guess I have some pretty serious 180's to do. I really need to give some thought to exactly what because I thought I was doing all the right things. Maybe I am and it's just going to take more time, I don't know.

I want to build this friendship with him. But I'm having a hard finding the balance between that and outright acceptance of the situation.
Thanks again SG. I appreciate it.
J~