Im not really so much bitter as I am just plain pissed that I am in this position. I lost my home, my family, my sons safety and security in having his parents at home together. My credit is shot. But it will get repaired in time. Maybe I am a little bitter. I mean she walked from all her responsibilities, jumped in bed with her next victum and I am left to pick up the pieces and to try and do the best I can for my son. Honestly she wasnt that woman when we first got together but I think it was all lies cause I see it the same patterns repeated with the new guy. So I do feel foolish for falling in her trap. And honestly I am really gun shy of getting involved with another woman because Im affraid of her turning out to be just like my ex. No this is not the man I want to be but I feel I am stuck in limbo until I get divorced. I feel like she is out playing all the while keeping me in holding until things dont work out with the new guy, just like she always has. But this time is different. I dont love her any more. I dont want her any more.... I am actually disgusted by the site of her.
Last edited by kevinlost; 02/21/0803:29 AM.
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
