Amy is doing you a favor not making contact with you. If she contacts you and wants you back you are going to have sex with her and then fall right back into the pit.
Yes, Amy has a drinking problem, yes, amy has had a drug problem and a violent temper. It's not you. You are gravitating towards women that must be saved. STOP
You do not need Al-Anon.
I want you to go on the Yahoo personals right now and find a chick.