I have been reading your thread for some time now as some of the emotional stuff you deal with seems to hit me right on but you are so good at listing it out and making a plan to deal with it I love reading your posts!
Wow! I thought some of my childhood garbage was rough. I think for everything you have had to deal with, that from reading your posts you have done a remarkable job of recovering and at least know you need to continue working on it and that your H isn't responsible for your happiness and self esteem that only you can be. I didn't discover that untill counseling and finally my H filing for D has shown me that only I can make me happy.
PS I was following Caz's thread and even posted to her a few times. Do you hear from her at all? Could you give her my e-mail address if you do? PSLuke@aol.com I would love to hear what is going on with her now. Hopefully good news!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
