Make things better by looking ahead....

[sage]

Oh, h called this am and told me that his old job had called with an emergency. They've asked him to come in today to help fix it.

Don't know if this is a sign of my "post-cat-trauma" mental state or something more meaningful but I didn't even have to act "as if" I was ok with the whole thing....With every fiber of my being I told him that I thought it was a real compliment to him, wished him good luck and asked him to let me know how it goes....

In my heart I know that I love h, he loves me and that he knows how his involvement with ow has damaged our m...I can't control anything having to do with him, least of all this. It's weird...it just FEELS aok right now to trust that he will do the right thing.

Sage