It's tough Z but I can do good sometimes. I think she is very confused and very angre. I can't get my mind off this financial stuff but everyone tells me it is just formula's and it will all work out in the end. I just can't even think of paying her any alimony when she is tossing me aside. I will pay anything for my kids but her after she feeds me a s*it sandwich she wants money for the rest of her life also? Hopefully I can save the M and it won't come to that.