Now that I read all this. He really just didn't like "ME". Nothing I did made him happy. Eat this, grow that, don't touch this, like my friends, worship my dad, don't ask me for things. He once actually told me about a year and a half ago that if I wanted nice things not to expect them from him. Like jewerly or a new car or furniture. He said it was not in his nature to want to do nice things for me and if I wanted them I would have to buy them myself.
The more I read this the more miserable I feel about being in love with just a mean person. He really didn't love me, if you love someone you don't try and change things about them. You enjoy who they ar and purposely don't try to hurt them.
