(((((LMG))))) I'm not sure you should apologize. You meant what you said when you said it. And it could be he needed to hear it. It's not clear that the MC did a great job of handling things, but that's a different discussion.
Look forward, not back. If you are ready to really DB, then get on with it. Bringing up what happend yesterday doesn't fit in that picture!
It's time to look at you, and what you can do! You can't fix or control him, so let's get you under control! You can do it!