lmg, don't hate yourself for losing it!! (((hugs))) you are only human.

hopefully it released some "stuff" or anger for you. can you apologize to him for it?

I know it doesn't seem fair, but you have a chance to show him the wonderful, self-controlled person you can be since he can't/won't leave anytime soon.

I'm not sure what to say about the kissing hello and goodbye for the kids sake. That is tuff. Does your H seem comfortable with the kisses? Maybe you can get back to the joking aspect again?


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H 40
M 15, T 19
D11 S9
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