Make things better by looking ahead....

[sage]

Hey guys,

Just journalling -- I've had a horrendous few days at work so I haven't been spending as much time on the boards (darned work getting in the way!). Things at home are good. H and I went out after school last night to celebrate my ending of the semester! Lots of affection, good talk, more than one "ily" -- all good stuff. He called me a few times at work today...towards the end of the day he called to tell me about his interaction with a stray cat that comes around our yard... It was just so cute that he called about it.

I'm babysitting tonight and tomorrow EARLY H. leaves for guard duty until Sunday night. Gonna putter around the house trying to do some significant "acts of service" for him -- you remember that I am organizationally challenged!!!

I've really been feeling good this week -- so much better than the disaster of last week. I've been trying to figure out why ... partly I just feel much more confident/grounded in myself (but WHY though??) and partly h has been a lot more present with me. That, of course, has led to me backing off him, etc...We did spend the entire day together tuesday doing fun things...I wonder if that was the magic!

Sage