Meredith - your 5 years..

[Meredith]

I don't remember if I grieved all over again or not. Did I, CNMN???

I think I didn't. I remember feeling a lot more peaceful and taking the whole thing on as a challenge...but I don't remember grieving hard. I may have, though!

However, I do know this. You're restless and looking to fill that somehow. So you're saying "do I file?!?!" and such. Why? Why file? What would that change?

Instead, focus the restless somewhere else.

Hey, if you're bored, tpaschal's S9 could use a ride to soccer.... kidding, kidding...