In a perfect world of course. Well, it never hurts to set high goals right?
I agree and that is why I Journal here and sometimes babble to myself, it is like I am sorting things out on paper. He IS ACTUALLY CHANGING and that is what has me in this tailspin, I feel like I need to pinch myself.
He has told me he loves me more in the past 2 weeks than in the past @3 years , no exaggeration. And he calls me baby and precious, and other sweet nothings, his temper tantrums are almost down to zero. Beautiful COG, but almost too scary.
I know it is new and I will get used to it. I am afraid to enjoy it as much as I love it cause maybe he will go back to being DR. Jeckyl ~ Mr Hyde.....
I am sure I sound crazy. Will Post more later , my house needs some attention. I have been relxing more and spending ntime with the kids and the house shows it! UUUGGGHH~! Love,~Ali
