I have to stop thinking and I am getting better.

Separation: I think the plan now is that neither of us is leaving the house thus the separation would be co-existing. I could never leave my kids behind and I know she has been advised not to leave the house for she would lose all leverage. I have been told by three lawyers and three doctors to not leave the house because she is mentally unstable and the kids could not handle it. I think she may have talked to her lawyer about a separation agreement and her lawyer may have said "why would you want to do that if he is paying all the bills". She would get less. Again right now things are going well but she just does not feel the love thing for me "YET". How long can I wait.

STOP THINKING!!!!! DEAL WITH THINGS YOU KNOW!!! I'm trying guys.
All I got is time!