I beg to differ on the 'co-dependancy' thing to a degree though. I know I'm happy with or without H. I know I don't need him in order for me to be happy. I've been happy without him and have learned that to a point. I have also learned that when he's in moods like he's been the past couple nights (last night was a repeat of the night before), then that effects my mood as well and I can't allow that.
Okay, so that said. I'm done. I'm done focusing on M and HAVE GOT to focus on me. Me and D. I have to find things that I can do to make her and I happy and that we enjoy. It's hard for me because I have few hours in the evening after picking D up from school, making dinner, cleaning up, etc. Plus the money issue comes into play as well. But, I've got to do it. No more tiptoeing around this.
I'm setting me straight. Taking time to figure it all out. Who I am still, what life can offer/what I can offer life, all the good stuff.
I'm a good person. People all around me think I'm great. Time to know it with all my being that I am great.
I just ask that you all keep me straight in my path. Spank me if you need to.
