Meredith - your 5 years..

[cagzmom]

Meredith and CMNM (and anyone else RCR or brandnewday trusting....anyone)

As you really dropped the rope and realized that D doesn't have to be the END of you did you grieve again?

I feel like that is what has been happening (yes the onion). I have heard more sermons about Lazurus lately. Jesus LET HIM DIE. Man - it just keeps hitting me. And "KEEP MOVING FORWARD"

Do I file? I don't think so....not right now. I still don't know. Shoot gotta get the rest of the seperation papers done. I know this....Marriage is two. This is NOT TWO.